A few years ago I used to do multiple panic attacks one after the other for the stupidest things. Up to a point there was some road I was avoiding to take to go to work in case I needed to pull over to throw up.
I've been doing good the past few years, but lately they have been coming back.
I feel like I cant breathe, I cant sleep properly, I cant say what is on my mind.
My stomach is always upset and the weirdest things of all I cant cry anymore.
I am a crier. I cry for everything, when I happy, when I am mad or sad.
What is wrong with me? I don't think I need to go see a shrink again, not yet. I still feel I am strong enough...maybe I just need a vacation (in 28 days)