Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Digital TV

So I did it, I bought the converter for tomorrow.
I am ready for the lost of the analogue signal.
I am currently installing it.
I sure hope that I am able to get the same channels as I did with my rabbit ears.

I'll let you know how my transition went in a few days.

Monday, August 29, 2011

Power outage

Yeah well, an afternoon and an evening without power, really proves me that I am dependent to technology.

Friday, August 26, 2011


I am so angry.

Yesterday at work I found a genius of an idea and I shared it with my boss.
My boss was so proud, she shared it with her boss.
Her boss doesnt like me very much,
Today I get to work, open my email and HER boss wrote an email to the whole company talking about my idea as if it was her that had it.


Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Guy/Girl friendship

Friendship between guys and girls, do you believe in it?

I am part of the group who doubts it, but that want to beleive in it.
I believe that there is always on of the two, who in the back of their heads wants more.

I have a few guy friends, not much, but we are both single.
I am not sure that if either one of us was in a relationship would be as simple, just to avoid jealousy from the spouse.

And friendship with ex's, do you beleive in it?

Again I would like to say yes, but I think it is possible that one of the two may have other intentions in mind.
Currently I am friends with my ex D, and everything was going great with his girlfriend until last weekend. He mentioned to me that she finally admitted not being comfortable with our friendship.
So I took my distances, and it's ok I respect her. But at the same time I am pulling away from a friendship and that sucks.

So how are you friendships with the opposite sex?

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Iron Maiden/ Kayak/ Hot Tub

Me and that guy I used to date (B) are in the basement of the house of my ex P.
I assume we just had sex as I am only wearing his Iron Maiden t-shirt.
He goes upstairs and I follow him.
Once I get there there is a huge part going on.
Some guy come to see me and tells me: Hey B is flirting with college girls.
I say I don't care he's drunk and he has syphilis anyway.
I walk outside and the backyard is full of snow with little paths all around.
Then I see these 2 guys in a kayak on the snow, yelling that even if they were going slow they were going forward.
I go back inside and tell a girl that there is a secret passage in the second floor.
That is you are able to crawl through there, there is a hot tub.
So I go and crawl up there and there is B in the hot tub with another girl.
The girl I'm with looks at me as if I should be jealous, so I turn around and there I am sitting in a kayak rowing.

Sunday, August 21, 2011


How many times do you wear a pair of jeans before you wash it?

Saturday, August 20, 2011

My vacations / August

So my August vacations are ending tomorrow.

I barely did anything aside from rescuing the kitten last Friday.
A dinner with friends, wrote a few letters and yesterday I went to the library.

But my bank account him, emptied itself, as if I had done all sorts of exciting things.

List of expenses:

-paid my bills
-Visit at the vet
-Purchase of DVD's, a lamp and a few clothes.

I told myself I would treat myself without looking during my vacations. I have only 2 days left, but I dont know I a can afford to leave bank account on vacation.

And you did your vacations leave with your bank account?

Friday, August 19, 2011

This morning

It's been a while since I left you guys explore the inside of my head, so here is a glimpse of a moment from this morning...

This morning it is not going well in my head.
Actually it never goes well, but this morning it's worst.
I had an appointment with the psychiatrist earlier today and I left in pieces.
I dont know if I will ever get through this.
Dark thoughts battle each other in my head.
I dont understand why I am here.
I dont see any future, I feel condemned.
Apparently the only solution is sold in little tablets.
Sometimes I tell myself that if I took the whole bottle in one shot maybe all the pain would go away, maybe I would go away.
But non, I am too curious, too much of a dreamer.

I dont want to die, but I dont know how to live.

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Gérard Depardieu

Mr Depardieu boards a plane. This one is about to take off when he realizes he really needs to pee.

The flight attendant tells him to wait till the flight has taken off and that the seat belt signs goes off.

Mr Depardieu cant not hold it any longer, so he decides to pee in the isle.


Wednesday, August 17, 2011


My blog friend Pia got a Tumblr.

She doesn't really know what it is and It got me curious.
I went on the website Tumblr.com and I am still not quite sure what it is. It looks a lot like a blog and Facebook combined.

You guys know this Tumblr thing?

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Home insurance

When I listen to the news and that sadly they tell us how a building burnt down and that all tenants are now homeless, it makes me sad.

Up to the point where they interview these people and that these one say they lost everything and that they did not have home insurance. I'm sorry but I have a problem with this.

For about 10-15$ a month, you can get insurances that will allow you to start your life over. 10-15$ a month is the price of a damn pack of cigarettes our days. The same pack that will probably the cause of the fire.

I understand completely that some people don't have a lot of money. But I sincerely believe that the 10-15$ is all worth it. We are not talking about 100$ a month here, simply 10-15$.

I know I may sound harsh, but imagine the smoke detector beeping, you on the side of the street looking at all you ever owned just going up in smoke, is it worth it?

So do you have home insurance?

Friday, August 12, 2011

A cat in my engine

For the past few days I've been hearing a baby cat cry outside (and not my cat)
Last night I went out to see if I could find him and he was in the bushes.
I scared him so he went to hide running.

Tonight when I finished work at 6, I got in my car with a friend and headed home. All of a sudden we hear meow, meow. So we stop the car and look under it and nothing.

I keep on driving and meow, meow. The cat in in my engine! So we head out a friends garage, who gets my car up on the lift and starts his search and rescue mission.

Do you see him? The little beige thing there in my engine?
So my mechanic friend took my car apart to get to the kitten.

Here is my friend Gen re-hydrating the kitten, he spent the while day un the sun and heat stuck in my engine. Poor thing. The good news, my mechanic friend adopted him!

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

A hug

Tonight I went out for dinner with my ex.
My ex that has now turned into my best friend.
My ex that stopped being my lover, because there wasn't any love, our destiny was to have an extraordinary friendship.

But tonight while talking with him, a cheesy song played on the radio and suddenly I felt the need to have someone in my life again.
I needed a hug, but not a hug from a friend, but a pair of arms around me from a man who loves me.
No, I am not still in love with my ex and I probably never will be again, I am convinced. But at that precise instant I was wishing he was another man.
I was wishing I had a man to call and that he would come to rescue me and offer me that hug I needed so deeply.

Being single over the years can be great, but it will never replace the contact of a man in love.

Monday, August 8, 2011


Today at lunch I went home to eat.
It's the first time I ever done this and I loved it.
Either I lived to far or didnt have enough time.
Now I live 5 minutes away and have an hour to eat.
It really allowed me to relax and split my day in half.
And you do you go home for lunch?
If you had the chance, would you?

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Bilingual inspiration

When I started going downhill last year around this time, I started another blog in French, as I thought I was losing touch with my first language.

I also found out with time that it is hard to keep two blog going with different types of posts as I felt I was repeating myself. But I also just realized that I don't have the same audience.

I have come to the decision that every time I get inspired to write a post I will write in on both blogs. For those of you who follow both it will be a repetition, but I want to share with all my blogger friends English or French.


Saturday, August 6, 2011


I forgot to tell you I went to get my roommate this week.

His name is Oscar, he is so happy to be free and no longer stuck in a cage at the animal shelter. So happy he barely lets me sleep LOL